Should suicide is solution?

[Rajatstyles]

My age is 25
I live in India where is biggest exam is IAS
I had relationship with girl for 6year
Last 1 and half year I did not talk to her because she was preparing for that exam and we had little fight over some reason
I think it is true love ...so usually send her message every consecutive days and waiting for her reply more than a year ...never approached her another way becz I don't want to disturb her ....we decided to get married after clearing her exam ...but one month before I get to know that she is dating another guy ..in this time period I never cheated with her ...loyal to her ...but regret killing me ..
Why didn't I approached her ..talk to her ...call her ...I lost her ....she is everything for me ...I can't imagine my life without her ...I lost my job recently ,...can't find reason to live ...everytime I think its true love she will come back ..because of my mistake I lost her ...come in relationship with another girl but nothing changed ...I brkup with her ... memories killing me ...regret killing me ...the only thing is in my mind ...why i am alive ,, what is purpose of my life ,..only suffer ,,..day be day things getting worse
I gathered all Material that are needed for sn suicide ..
Still confused should I doing right ?
More than a month nothing changed everything getting worse day by day
I know this most foolish reason for sucide for a girl ...but I have no reason ..
I feel so useless ...I don't love money ...I don't want luxurious life ..don't know what was I am doing ...
Before suicide I decided to donate organ something that can help poor

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm very sorry for this. It's upsetting that she didn't at least break up with you first. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Relationships are so often unreliable. This happens to so many people, unfortunately.


You said you found out a month ago. I just saw a post with someone that took a year to recover from it. Most of the time this pain will fade over time.

I can't say life is rainbows and butterflies. I can't say I believe it is worth it. But that is me. Everyone needs to decide this for themself. You lost your job. Is there another job you can apply for? Do you have family that you can lean on? Have you talked to a friend or family member? Have you seen a therapist?


How about you hold off for just a little while? Think things over for a bit. Try seeking help if you haven't already. You can always use the SN. Today or next month. You have a way out if things get too much harder for you. Why not wait a bit? It really can be nice to have someone in person to talk with.


I wish you the best. Hopefully you find happiness and peace.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Only you can decide if suicide is the solution.

I'll be direct and honest about the situation. It may be true love for you, but it is not for her. She has moved on. This happens in life. It has happened to me. It took me a long time to recover, because I did not see it from this perspective and accept that I loved him, he did not love me, and he moved on. He took my favorite thing with him: him. It was his right to do that. The truth may hurt for a while, but it does not harm. Not accepting the truth is what causes harm.