Should I do it now or should I wait?

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I have everything I need for my nitrogen exit bag setup, all that's left to do is execute the plan. Somedays I feel giddy, like I want to do it now and forget about everything else. Other times I think it's better to wait. I'm really not sure tbh, because it doesn't matter if I leave without a suicide note, as I don't think anyone around me really cares that much. In preparation, I was thinking of getting a bunch of snacks, wine, laying out my notes, writing a goodbye thread on here, but I'm beginning to think none of that matters anymore. So I don't know if I should just do it or leave it until my date.

 

[naookoo128]

Wait :)

 

[hippiedeath]

Don't rush into something just because you think you should. If it's not the right time, that's fine. No one is pushing you to do anything. I hope you get clarity. Meditate on it a bit.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

I have everything I need for my nitrogen exit bag setup, all that's left to do is execute the plan. Somedays I feel giddy, like I want to do it now and forget about everything else. Other times I think it's better to wait. I'm really not sure tbh, because it doesn't matter if I leave without a suicide note, as I don't think anyone around me really cares that much. In preparation, I was thinking of getting a bunch of snacks, wine, laying out my notes, writing a goodbye thread on here, but I'm beginning to think none of that matters anymore. So I don't know if I should just do it or leave it until my date.

I prefer waiting

 

[ankawannadie]

I would say to wait!

 

[Six6Sick]

From my experience when ppl think whether they should do it or not it's a sign that it's not as bad as to truly break thru SI. So I'd say don't rush it.

 

[knickknack81]

If you have any doubt or even the slightest hesitation, it's prob best to wait until you are 100 percent sure. Not telling you what to do, just make sure you are positive this what you want to do as it's such a big thing. Good luck in whatever you decide.

 

[ididnotconsent]

Stay around a while on SASU. No need to rush stuff. Be completely sure.