Help Should I Ctb at home?

[Purefly]

I'm planning on Ctb soon and I wanted to leave my parents out of this since I thought it'd be selfish to have them carry my corpse and make them spend so much money on a funeral for me.
I thought about going into the woods about 20 minutes from my house but I'm kinda worried and a bit scared I'm not sure why, I don't know where to go but I just know I can't do it here.

I know I'll eventually be found but at least this way I can delay it longer

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

Maybe it be beneficial and less scary for you to go and CTB with a partner somewhere else

 

[Purefly]

The only other person that knows is a good friend all the way in Florida I think I'm just gonna have to swallow my fear and go into the woods

Maybe it be beneficial and less scary for you to go and CTB with a partner somewhere else

 

[LastNite]

It's up to you in the end. It is a bit more traumatic to find your son or daughter dead at home so theres that. Also depending on your method doing it outside could be better. Methods involving things that are dangerous like drugs shouldn't be done in a place where others can get hurt. Like opioids for example, theyre unpredictable. If somehow the drug powder goes airborne and gets in the lung of whomever finds you they can be at serious risk although I dont think that it's likely.

 

[Vivissa]

I've had exactly the same thoughts. For me, the more I plan, the more I fail. My closest attempts have been the least planned and the most spontaneous. I hope you succeed with all the details you want; I've surrendered, and I'm putting my hope in spontaneous attempts. Don't feel bad if you can't make every detail come true.

 

[Purefly]

I've had exactly the same thoughts. For me, the more I plan, the more I fail. My closest attempts have been the least planned and the most spontaneous. I hope you succeed with all the details you want; I've surrendered, and I'm putting my hope in spontaneous attempts. Don't feel bad if you can't make every detail come true.

Ah ok thanks for this!!

 

[Macedonian1987]

I would do it outside, in an abandoned riverside just outside my city. The reason for this is the fact that I don't want my parents to be traumatized by finding my body.

 

[Purefly]

I would do it outside, in an abandoned riverside just outside my city. The reason for this is the fact that I don't want my parents to be traumatized by finding my body.

I have this same like of thinking are you scared of the journey? I feel like the farther I go the more I realize how real my situation is