Should I be concerned?

[Cauliflour]

It's been almost 200 days since I tried to kill myself and I swear my sex drive has gone way down in that time and it's not like I'm 80 or something so is this like a side effect of increased feelings of suicidality and immense guilt for potentially killing off a personality? I don't want to go into details but it wasn't very high to begin with judging off the frequency people online say they look up porn, but like the timing can't be a coincidence, right? And no I'm not going to a gynecologist or anyone to do with that stuff as I'm too modest for my own good. Hell, even making this post is making me feel uncomfy but it's the best place I think to ask and I should stop being such a dork anyway.

 

[ImpairedLowlife]

Depression and traumatic events often causes low/nonexistent sex drive, it's completely normal. Sorry to hear you're experiencing this

 

[Cauliflour]

Depression and traumatic events often causes low/nonexistent sex drive, it's completely normal. Sorry to hear you're experiencing this

I swear to god if this is fucking depression then I might actually go rope searching. I am not wasting my 20s just sitting in my room wasting away on social media.

 

[ImpairedLowlife]

I swear to god if this is fucking depression then I might actually go rope searching. I am not wasting my 20s just sitting in my room wasting away on social media.

Actually I can relate to it a lot. I've also wasted pretty much all of my early 20s in this and it's not fucking fun. Sometimes there are ways to actually recover, at least partly, but I don't want to sound prolife and totally get what you mean. Hopefully your mental state gets better or you can CTB peacefully

 

[Nightfoot]

Have y

I swear to god if this is fucking depression then I might actually go rope searching. I am not wasting my 20s just sitting in my room wasting away on social media.

Have you lost interest in other things as well or noticed other symptoms that could be depression? Even if so, depression is treatable.