severely abused as a child bullied in school chronically ill asexual immigrant with no particular interests and hopes

[sanan23]

on top of that i have to depend on those who abused me to live cuz they pay for my school. i'm 23 still in school. i just don't have the guts to go through with it that's the problem. i have sn but it seems too painful to die that way. i've already endured a suicide attempt and it was hell so i don't want that to happen again.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

I'm so sorry you are suffering so much. A hug for you.

 

[sanan23]

I'm so sorry you are suffering so much. A hug for you.

thank you. i just don't see why i should keep going

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Have you tried getting into warhammer40k ? The space marines are technically asexuals, you might like them.