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Weakling666

Weakling666

Night Breed
Dec 9, 2019
61
Hi everyone, I've finalized my orders now and am ready to go. Some of my friends have reached out thinking I am gone already, but leaving all social media was my final step. I had planned on ctb yesterday but I had to wait to get the money from my bank account to give to my family.

I've already taken 3 months worth of bp meds along with 3x the max dose of my antipsychotics. Was a bitch to open the lockbox they're kept in.

wasnt going to make a post here as i havnt been here long, but im home alone and wishing I had a partner next to me. I've done this before but never to this magnitude, going to use the same method of strangulation I've done before as I know it works, but I have a much sturdier belt now.

I can feel them kicking in, I'll be unable to stand in the next 30-60 minutes. But I'm not scared, I'm happy. I'm going to be free.

I'm disabling my account now, idk if I can still read replys after but I'm going to get in position in 30 minutes.

Goodbye.

 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Sending you lots of love. Know we are here should you need us. You aren't alone.
 
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Astral316

Astral316

Specialist
Aug 26, 2019
332
Godspeed.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
You aren't alone--you'll be in our thoughts regardless of how long you've been here.

I hope it goes well for you.
 
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kiko

Member
Sep 10, 2019
28
We are here and will help carry you. I hope you have a peaceful exit
 
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Root

Student
Sep 15, 2019
117
I wish you peace. :heart:
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Wishing you the best ❤️
peace/hugs
 
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Sad sad soul

Member
Dec 24, 2019
9
We're at your side. Have a peaceful journey
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Fair winds, I wish you peace... :hug:
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
Farewell, I hope you find peace. I will join you soon enough. See you on the other side.
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Rest in Peace.. ❤
 
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SativaKherifa

SativaKherifa

Member
Dec 20, 2019
20
I hope you find your peace!
 
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Enshadowed

Enshadowed

Member
Dec 19, 2019
39
Wishing you the best on your journey. Hope you now find the peace that you deserve.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I hope all went easily. Sleep Tight and Merry Christmas.
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,159
Cheers to you succeeding
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,443
Farewell sending you lots of :heart:
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
My dear friend Weakling. Everyone on our shared discord server are sad about your departure. I cried thinking about you last night. I'll keep your memory alive. I LOVE YOU! YOU WERE THE BEST AND CLOSEST FRIEND I EVER HAD :heart: I hope heaven has Spongebob and Lana Del Rey music.
Till we meet again someday soon,
your best friend.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I wish you peace
 
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Justalostsoul

Member
Nov 30, 2019
15
Hope you find peace.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Goodbye my friend ❤❤
 
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saintives

saintives

Member
Dec 23, 2019
38
My dear friend Weakling. Everyone on our shared discord server are sad about your departure. I cried thinking about you last night. I'll keep your memory alive. I LOVE YOU! YOU WERE THE BEST AND CLOSEST FRIEND I EVER HAD :heart: I hope heaven has Spongebob and Lana Del Rey music.
Till we meet again someday soon,
your best friend.


I wish OP the best and a peaceful journey.
 
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hopelessandbroken

Member
May 25, 2019
64
i hope you have peace now
 
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starleaf

starleaf

Member
Dec 13, 2019
27
Goodbye, you made an immense difference in my life with your response to me, thank you so much and I am sorry your life has been so painful. I wish you total love and freedom.
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
Had a very bad day. I've been crying on and off and family has been at me all day. They are mad at me for not celebrating christmas. Truth is I feel selfish and guilty doing so as I know you are gone. I'm about to start crying again thinking about you. I hope you can visit me tonight. Please if you do come sit on the end of my bed so I know that it is you. I'll play some music for you and have a bit of a chat about today. I miss you and love you so much. I hope you are happy up there. See you soon best bud x
 
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