scared to fail

[setmefree]

Hi I am new on the forum and wanna go (CTB) I am sure that I wanna go. Because I feel mentally and physically so ill and soo much pain. I really wanna go and won't live one more day... But I am so scared to fail. and the scenario what would happend if I would survive , how my family would react and so on, is just terrible...
I just would like to disappear...

 

[Thomyorke86]

Hi I am new on the forum and wanna go (CTB) I am sure that I wanna go. Because I feel mentally and physically so ill and soo much pain. I really wanna go and won't live one more day... But I am so scared to fail. and the scenario what would happend if I would survive , how my family would react and so on, is just terrible...
I just would like to disappear...

I know friend, I'm there too.

 

[selfhater]

i relate so much to u :(
i'm so terrified of being alive and failing

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Life is extremely hard. Life is interesting... life is difficult. Life can be fun. So awesome

 

[Mizzmini45]

Life is extremely hard. Life is interesting... life is difficult. Life can be fun. So awesome

Life awesome ? ;( you can take my remaining years if you want it in exchange for a peaceful death. I'll gladly accept it

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Life awesome ? ;( you can take my remaining years if you want it in exchange for a peaceful death. I'll gladly accept it

Why do you want to die? Tell me