
favouriteworstnight
pretty noose
- May 14, 2023
- 30
i've been struggling since february/march and it feels like a journey. i'm planning to end it on saturday. at first my si was so bad that i thought i would be stuck here forever, but last week i woke up one day and i was so angry at myself, "i wanna die but i'm scared" and i'm feeling more prepared now. i can't guarantee si won't kick in, but i'm posting this because maybe i'll be ashamed if i fail again