SS is the only place that feels somewhat like home for this old, battered soul.
I am in anguish 24/7 and I have reached a point where I can't be around healthy people anymore. Living with mental and physical problems for so long has made me a stranger, an outcast. Here, I am around people who understand the depth of despair caused by illness, failure, bad childhood, relation problems etc. I have nothing to say to anyone who lives a healthy, happy life. They are a mystery to me, a puzzle, an indecipherable enigma. All I can do when I am around my family and friends is stare at them and succumb to jealousy and self-loathing.
Here, on SS, at least I don't loathe myself completely. Thx admins for that.