Running your mouth

[OnMyLast Legs]

Anyone want to CTB because of things you said? I've been running my dumb mouth my whole life. I have said so many embarrassing things. Broken promises, pseudointellectualism, delusions, unwarranted insults, and bizarre head-scratchers that make no sense. "It is not what goes into a man's mouth but what comes out that defiles him." Cringe memories hit me like bullets all the time. How am I supposed to live a natural lifespan this way?

 

[OOUUneverover]

Yes all the time. Once I got off my meds I learned how to shut up. Now I almost never talk because I know it won't do any good.

 

[anhedonic_moron]

literally exact same thing for me

 

[Unlucky777]

I can relate to all this. Take me away please

 

[cakedog]

happens to me too
I get cringe attacks from time to time and have strong regrets about the things i've said

 

[Unlucky777]

My SI is intense when these stupid thoughts arise. Anyone else like this also?

 

[cakedog]

My SI is intense when these stupid thoughts arise. Anyone else like this also?

lol yes it happens to me
i get so desperate and just want to disappear or throw myself from a bridge after realizing how bad i fucked up

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

Same. I have known nothing in this life but humiliation

 

[negi-maguro]

Yes, I have burned a lot of bridge from the things I've said and also unsaid. It seems like every time I open my mouth, I ended up hurting other or got hurt myself. I ended up curating the people I talk to, but this ended up making me with just a few friends. Hell, I ended up scaring my best friend because I keep talking to him. For people that I can't curate, like my parents, we just keep fighting and hating each other because we keep running our mouth to a point where this relationship is the biggest reason I want to ctb.

 

[Gangrel]

yeah i hate myself pretty much lol not much to say about it, it's the old clichê being awake at night cringing at the things that i said

 

[braintorture]

This is so real. I get anxiety attacks or swear loudly when it happens lol

 

[lastsunset]

Anyone want to CTB because of things you said? I've been running my dumb mouth my whole life. I have said so many embarrassing things. Broken promises, pseudointellectualism, delusions, unwarranted insults, and bizarre head-scratchers that make no sense. "It is not what goes into a man's mouth but what comes out that defiles him." Cringe memories hit me like bullets all the time. How am I supposed to live a natural lifespan this way?

"Cringe memories hit me like bullets" thank you for finally putting words to a feeling I've tried to explain so long lol. That shit literally physically hurts

 

[alwayspissedoff]

for me I even go one step ahead and feel actively embarrased about things that have any relation to me. let it be something I said, a username I picked, a project I made that I now find shitty, or not having things to say in certain situations. it truly is draining.

 

[Realog11]

"Cringe memories hit me like bullets" thank you for finally putting words to a feeling I've tried to explain so long lol. That shit literally physically hurts

Yeah same