Running out of ideas

[poodlepooch]

I am severely depressed and I want out.

I have tried numerous overdoses over the years but nothing works. I have even tried strangling myself but that didn't work either.

I wanted to get hold of SN but the order got cancelled from eBay last month and ever since Ihave struggled to resource any. I am living in the UK.

I keep having visions of jumping off a bridge near me but I am scared as to what will happen to me if I am unsuccessful, I am not scared to make the jump though.

Running out of ideas and need help. What would anyone suggest I could look at doing?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

It's against the site rules to hand out method suggestions, but there is a list of method megathreads and a link to a copy of the PPH in the Resources Compilation.