Revenge in suicide

[DevilInHell667]

This has been on my mind quite some time. I would like to just dissapear without a trace and enjoy my last couple of days without thinking about other people's needs. Maybe it has got to do with me being aloof with all the people around me. Anyone else feeling the same way?

 

[6ixxy]

I think once you get into that mindset it's very difficult to change it. At least in my experience, to me that meant that I was finally ready to go with no remorse.

 

[forever21]

This has been on my mind quite some time. I would like to just dissapear without a trace and enjoy my last couple of days without thinking about other people's needs. Maybe it has got to do with me being aloof with all the people around me. Anyone else feeling the same way?

Would it change something if you would worry about them or would you just be miserable but still wanted to ctb.
If it would be the second, I don't see why you shouldn't try to enjoy your last days on earth assuming you struggled with your life before

 

[DevilInHell667]

It is the second. My life is shit, but I enjoy the little things I can.

 

[forever21]

It is the second. My life is shit, but I enjoy the little things I can.

Then my advice is do this. Treat yourself as much as you can. I always think of this as: what would you do if you found out you had a terminal disease and have x days left. Do what gives you joy as in the end the result is the same.