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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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I was thinking of different titles
I'm not allowed to have opinions
I'm not hungry anymore
1 reason of many

Yes husband I know I'm loud
And I hate myself for it

Yes husband I know I'm loud
And I hope to be quiet soon

Yes husband I know I'm loud
And I don't need you to tell me, I can hear it. The selfhatred starts long before you mention it.


I was going to have a "big" breakfast in me terms (as big as one can get. I measured my plate up against my then 1yo brothers and I had less then him) I was going to have 1 egg, 1 piece of toast and a small bowl of cereal along with a coffee. I put my plates back.... Self hatred makes me not hungry anymore. I only had the coffee because it was already 'steeping' (just the way I make my coffee).
 
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