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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Why didn't I just go through with it a few weeks ago when I had the chance?
I hate myself even more because I didn't, too weak to do it, everything was sorted and in place.
I'm an idiot.
 
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Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
995
Weak? An idiot?...Nothing could b further from the truth...♡

Here for u always..Love u♡♡♡
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
If anything I think your quite strong, most people here are.
It takes strength to figure this whole thing out, also your definitely not an idiot.
Maybe it wasn't your time to go? I dunno but try not to blame yourself too much, theres always another time
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
It's a hard decision to CTB you have to be 100% sure you want to go and then at that crucial time your weigh up all the pro's and con's in life, family is a big factor especially if you are leaving children behind as you will be wondering how it will affect them and you will feel guilty.

One things for sure we all get many chances and opportunities but don't feel upset if you don't take them, your not ready and you have to be sure you want to CTB, you bloody pro lifer, :smiling: only joking, :heart:.

Cheers

Geo
 
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