LittleMagician
Experienced
- Apr 17, 2025
- 217
This is going to be quite controversial- just know this is from MY perspective.
To me recovery is a facade, that aching feeling of wanting to ctb will always be there no matter what. You may feel it less on some days, hell life may even be somewhat tolerable for a while but that firey aching degrading feeling of wanting to no longer be here will ALWAYS return…it's just a matter of when it will implode to its most severe form where you practically cannot take it anymore and it completely suffocates you. That's even you know it's the end.
To me recovery is a facade, that aching feeling of wanting to ctb will always be there no matter what. You may feel it less on some days, hell life may even be somewhat tolerable for a while but that firey aching degrading feeling of wanting to no longer be here will ALWAYS return…it's just a matter of when it will implode to its most severe form where you practically cannot take it anymore and it completely suffocates you. That's even you know it's the end.
