and typing them into a word processor in chronological order so I can watch myself screw it all up over and over and hate myself worse each time
Never have anyone like this ever again
I hate everyone around me who lies I can ever replace her as if that were possible
Can't sleep or relax or ever think about anything else
Why can't I just overcome my SI and do it tonight
There's nothing worth staying for now that I'll never know her again
I can't even know if she's okay right now or ever again
I hope she's okay
I wish I hadn't pushed her away so bad
Never have anyone like this ever again
I hate everyone around me who lies I can ever replace her as if that were possible
Can't sleep or relax or ever think about anything else
Why can't I just overcome my SI and do it tonight
There's nothing worth staying for now that I'll never know her again
I can't even know if she's okay right now or ever again
I hope she's okay
I wish I hadn't pushed her away so bad
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