is scaring the crap out of me.
Who if anyone witnessed a successful ctb? It seems there are a few and how are you not in some sort of trouble as an assist? What did you witness and how painful did it seem? Did the person panic and regret or try to ask for emergency services to stop it?
Like i posted living hurts and is painful physically and mentally and i Hate everyday every minute but I'm so scared of what will happen to my soul if I ctb. I'm afraid I'll be stuck in limbo and not go to heaven or reincarnate which i believe in. Not that i will personally know as myself but my soul God knows what will happen what if i get stuck feeling how i do now for eternity bcuz i ctb'd? Scares the f**k out of me.
I'm sure it's why you're all still here posting
I need it to happen on its own but soon
If i stop eating is it still ctb and will my soul be lost? No one accept those who crossed know and they can't tell us This sucks so bad
Who if anyone witnessed a successful ctb? It seems there are a few and how are you not in some sort of trouble as an assist? What did you witness and how painful did it seem? Did the person panic and regret or try to ask for emergency services to stop it?
Like i posted living hurts and is painful physically and mentally and i Hate everyday every minute but I'm so scared of what will happen to my soul if I ctb. I'm afraid I'll be stuck in limbo and not go to heaven or reincarnate which i believe in. Not that i will personally know as myself but my soul God knows what will happen what if i get stuck feeling how i do now for eternity bcuz i ctb'd? Scares the f**k out of me.
I'm sure it's why you're all still here posting
I need it to happen on its own but soon
If i stop eating is it still ctb and will my soul be lost? No one accept those who crossed know and they can't tell us This sucks so bad
