Questions about my method

[Whydid]

I obtained SN that was ordered over 7 months ago. For a time I was so sure of dying that I would carry it with me in my bag. The only thing that stopped me was my fear of death. I laughed with friends about it on here. My irreverence around the topic is purely because I am so numb to the idea of it at this point it can either become shocking or painful or filled with comfort. Lately it's been the latter.

So, I have SN as stated. Is it really that painless? The last thing I want is to feel extreme pain before I pass. And it doesn't seem like SN is really all that reliable unless done well? Guns are too violent but I don't want to over think this anymore .
what do I need to do? Also I ordered the domperidone and propranolol from India. Should I Put it in glass amber bottles? I ordered them from Amazon a long time ago to store it but it's still in its original air tight plastic but has softened a bit.

Any help is appreciated. Thank you

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum. When you have a few more posts you have access to the search. Your question whether SN is painful or not has been discussed many times. Reports are mixed for some it's peaceful for others not. It's best to follow the protocol as best as possible.

 

[dolemitedrums]

This person apparently used SN to pass away yesterday and posted during the process.

Goodbye thread

I will use SN. I've had enough of this life. Yesterday 8.00 5mg haloperidol 15.00 5mg haloperidol 21.00 last meal and 5mg haloperidol Today 8.00 5mg haloperidol 12.45 600mg ibuprofen 13.00 5mg haloperidol (now) 13.45 sn drink

sanctioned-suicide.net

It didn't seem like the time of his life but also not nightmarish by the descriptions.

 

[Whydid]

This person apparently used SN to pass away yesterday and posted during the process.

Goodbye thread

I will use SN. I've had enough of this life. Yesterday 8.00 5mg haloperidol 15.00 5mg haloperidol 21.00 last meal and 5mg haloperidol Today 8.00 5mg haloperidol 12.45 600mg ibuprofen 13.00 5mg haloperidol (now) 13.45 sn drink

sanctioned-suicide.net

It didn't seem like the time of his life but also not nightmarish by the descriptions.

See, I read this and I've read others like this and how can we even verify if these people are dead or not? This is an incredibly vague thread where all he does is claim he gets to feeling worse and uncomfortable. No shit you just ingested a ton of food preservative….congrats maybe you're in a hospital with lifelong cardiac damage. I can't risk failure why is it so hard to die.

 

[stupidhuman]

This person apparently used SN to pass away yesterday and posted during the process.

Goodbye thread

I will use SN. I've had enough of this life. Yesterday 8.00 5mg haloperidol 15.00 5mg haloperidol 21.00 last meal and 5mg haloperidol Today 8.00 5mg haloperidol 12.45 600mg ibuprofen 13.00 5mg haloperidol (now) 13.45 sn drink

sanctioned-suicide.net

It didn't seem like the time of his life but also not nightmarish by the descriptions.

But it's still not what people said about SN - you just lose conscience and sleep off.
"Feeling very uncomfortable" sounds awful to be and not what people claimed it would feel like

 

[Whydid]

Please someone help me
I really need to go at some point. I need help with the method. Please anyone message me

 

[dolemitedrums]

See, I read this and I've read others like this and how can we even verify if these people are dead or not? This is an incredibly vague thread where all he does is claim he gets to feeling worse and uncomfortable. No shit you just ingested a ton of food preservative….congrats maybe you're in a hospital with lifelong cardiac damage. I can't risk failure why is it so hard to die.

We are operating a little bit outside generally approved research and whatnot. You kind of have to take what you can get. It would be nice if we could all have Nembutal but in the absence of such options, we're probably going to have to suffer some discomfort, indignity or other shortcoming that the alternatives all seem to have.