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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
I'm returning quicker than I anticipate. Maybe that says something.

Lately, and especially today, I'm questioning everything around me. I woke up from a dream where I was with several of my friends and we had to work out which was the real one. It turned into some death game like Final Destination for a while but by the end there were just two of us. I just looked at them before waking up knowing immediately as I opened my eyes.
Dreams aside, even sometimes when I'm fully awake I'm still in that state. Certain things happen and I just wonder "Is this really happening? Is this just a really lucid dream?" or "Am I going to come to at some point and this is all going to have been some elaborate test?"
I don't really know how to end a post like this, My head is a mess.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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I get those episodes but I'm not questioning it. Reality is an arbitrary boundary.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm not sure I have experienced anything like this, but it must be a strange experience to go through. I wish you well.
 
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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
I'm not sure I have experienced anything like this, but it must be a strange experience to go through. I wish you well.
Thank you, it's not too often but it definitely manages to fuck me up time to time and definitely feels strange.
 
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snxw

snxw

lets pretend we're numb
Apr 7, 2020
43
Ive experienced this a few times before. I used to wonder if other people were real because how can you prove it? I used to think I was in a simulation and it was all fake it's weird idk what causes it. I hope it passes and you start to feel better overall soon. Wishing you the best of luck for the future.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
This sort of sounds like what I think/feel disassociation is. I hate it. It's like a bad pot trip.
 
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