Venting Procastination

[yCKp5fn65hmwsnP]

Have you ever set a date for yourself in the future, only to postpone your CTB on that day? I've done this, like, 6 times by now. Hate myself for it.

 

[pixi]

it's a natural response, be kind to yourself the best you can <3

 

[yCKp5fn65hmwsnP]

I did not know that.
I thought the majority of members were just waiting for their dates to elapse.
It must be something to do with the primal desire to keep living and going on, at any cost.

 

[Unrequitedlife]

I have no active plan currently. But my mind drifts to not being here, the effect on those i love etc... on a daily basis. I sometimes experience my thoughts more in the manner of urges. I'm trying to be here and make the best of it. Probably for others more than myself