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kitty.iceFS

kitty.iceFS

Meow Meow Meow
Nov 10, 2025
37
please please how do you cope with impulsivity? how do you not CTB when you have every access to do so?
 
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BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Lottery or Suicide, whatever comes first
Nov 20, 2025
82
I compare to the craving of alcohol, cigarettes or drugs. The first spark it's up to you to decide to full that impulsiveness.
For example, I noticed that the window of the bathroom at my office it's plausibly accessible, but I contain myself because I didn't want to my colleagues or my boss to think that I did it by job stress, nor to make a mess at the sidewalk or parking garage.
But it's my personal opinion. I see suicide more like a spiritual ritual (Yes, I know it sounds contradictory or culty), rather than an act like going for an ice cream or looking a movie to watch. Some days the craving to do so is so intense that I push myself to do an activity to avoid it, like opening a streaming app or a casual mobile game.
 
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heroingirl

heroingirl

heroin girl by boy fantasy
Oct 31, 2025
12
when i get my SN im going to get one of those safes that have timers on them so it cannot be opened until the timer runs out. then if i need more time, ill lock it up again. that way i cant randomly decide im gonna suck that shit down at any random inconvenience
 
littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
i'm not sure if it actually helps but whenever i'm angry and upset, i just resort to sh. otherwise, that rage would either go to everyone else, my belongings, or lead me to attempt on impulse.
 
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