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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
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Okay so this is a weird question. (I'm in my manic phase rn) Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?
Like just imagine this... You pay someone and they start picking on you mildly at first, until it eats away at your self-esteem and then finally they are full-blown harassing you to the point where you decide to CTB?

They could even pretend to be your friend and then start leaking your photos and embarrassing you to people you like.

Like I'm just curious because I've read a lot of wild things on this site... Is this something any of you would be interested in? I tend to disassociate in my manic phase so I come up with some wacky ass ideas, but generally they are pretty fun and well thought out... I only feel like confused people who don't understand that I basically have two full-blown personalities and I'm trying to have both sides of myself work together without driving myself up the wall. So if this question seems Goofy, I honestly can't help it right now
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?........You pay someone and they start picking on you mildly at first, until it eats away at your self-esteem and then finally they are full-blown harassing you to the point where you decide to CTB?...............Is this something any of you would be interested in?
Sounds like the makings of a new business model. :wink:
 
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dyingslowly

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Okay so this is a weird question. (I'm in my manic phase rn) Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?
Like just imagine this... You pay someone and they start picking on you mildly at first, until it eats away at your self-esteem and then finally they are full-blown harassing you to the point where you decide to CTB?

They could even pretend to be your friend and then start leaking your photos and embarrassing you to people you like.

Like I'm just curious because I've read a lot of wild things on this site... Is this something any of you would be interested in? I tend to disassociate in my manic phase so I come up with some wacky ass ideas, but generally they are pretty fun and well thought out... I only feel like confused people who don't understand that I basically have two full-blown personalities and I'm trying to have both sides of myself work together without driving myself up the wall. So if this question seems Goofy, I honestly can't help it right now
You might find someone who will do all this but nobody can save them from jail time.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
628
You might find someone who will do all this but nobody can save them from jail time.
Do you think it's probably illegal to bully someone if they pay you? Like if you never encourage them to actually unalive themselves? I'm just curious if people are into this.

I dated this girl who actually had a kink for being bullied which is part of the reason why I asked.
Until I met that person I didn't know that was a thing.
 
monetpompo

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Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?
Like just imagine this... You pay someone and they start picking on you mildly at first, until it eats away at your self-esteem and then finally they are full-blown harassing you to the point where you decide to CTB?
my momma does that for free. i don't need nobody else
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

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Jan 15, 2025
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No, I don't need bullies to hurt my self-esteem, I'm pretty good at doing that myself.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

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I bully people for the sport of it !

I'll even provide a free QC insult: Asti d'fif.
This post is sponsored by whatever the absolute fuck goes on in Québec.
 
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lovedread

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Im sure some sociopath would love that. The SS discord apparently had some people who did stuff like this…lol
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
628
Im sure some sociopath would love that. The SS discord apparently had some people who did stuff like this…lol
Yeah honestly the stairway discord is place I called out because there's one admin who literally runs five different moderator accounts to make it look like it's more than just his decision. But I got a warning because nepotism. But every time I see him I call him out cuz he knows what he did.
 
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Parasitism

Parasitism

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I'd imagine that if you actively wanted someone to bully you and even paided them, it wouldn't have the same impact as non consensual bullying.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
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I'd imagine that if you actively wanted someone to bully you and even paided them, it wouldn't have the same impact as non consensual bullying.
Haha damn... Well there goes my business model (jk) I don't believe in bullying. But it was a shower thought.
 
Parasitism

Parasitism

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Haha damn... Well there goes my business model (jk) I don't believe in bullying. But it was a shower thought.
This kind of reminds me of one if those restaurants where the staff is rude to you as a meme. I think there's a chain called Karens Diner.
 
qwert3948

qwert3948

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Apr 24, 2023
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Okay so this is a weird question. (I'm in my manic phase rn) Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?
Like just imagine this... You pay someone and they start picking on you mildly at first, until it eats away at your self-esteem and then finally they are full-blown harassing you to the point where you decide to CTB?

They could even pretend to be your friend and then start leaking your photos and embarrassing you to people you like.

Like I'm just curious because I've read a lot of wild things on this site... Is this something any of you would be interested in? I tend to disassociate in my manic phase so I come up with some wacky ass ideas, but generally they are pretty fun and well thought out... I only feel like confused people who don't understand that I basically have two full-blown personalities and I'm trying to have both sides of myself work together without driving myself up the wall. So if this question seems Goofy, I honestly can't help it right now
I've heard of people making themselves miserable on purpose so they wouldn't have doubts on the spot, so it might not be as insane as it sounds. i can image a trip sitter doing that lol
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
628
This kind of reminds me of one if those restaurants where the staff is rude to you as a meme. I think there's a chain called Karens Diner.
That actually sounds awesome Low-key
I've heard of people making themselves miserable on purpose so they wouldn't have doubts on the spot, so it might not be as insane as it sounds. i can image a trip sitter doing that lol
Well that's exactly my point. I have insomnia and it's almost impossible for me to fall asleep at night, so the last questions I wonder about the easier I can relax when I need to.
I mean look at chef Gordon Ramsay... Why would anyone want to work with that guy? But they do.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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If you feel like you need to hire someone to bully you in order to ctb, then you probably shouldn't ctb. If you wanted to truly ctb then you wouldn't need to get people to bully you into deciding it in the first place.
 
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Tombs_in_your_eyes

Tombs_in_your_eyes

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Oct 18, 2024
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this post is so funny to me because I had a nap this afternoon and literally dreamt of the exact suggestion you made :pfff:

In my dream I signed up to the service and the SaSu account bullying me had an avatar of a cartoon ghost making a :blarg: face in an elevator. the idea being that the user by bullying you pushed you further and further down, as if you were going levels down a metaphorical elevator of despair, until you gave up and joined him in becoming a ghost. lol
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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Okay so this is a weird question. (I'm in my manic phase rn) Would any of you actually pay for someone to bully you to help you CTB?

I think I've said this years ago because this isn't the first time I've read a topic like this but suicide, if it's considered, should be a voluntary and rational decision. If you need push from a third party, which removes your agency from the entire process to a degree, then maybe you shouldn't think about suicide in all honesty. I know these kind of topics appear again and again but I think ending your life has so much gravity, if you think about "I need someone to make me do it", then there are issues in your life - and even if it's just the internal doubts - that you need to deal with first in my opinion.
 
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Paizen

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Why pay when my whole family will do it for free?
 
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InboxRain292

InboxRain292

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May 5, 2024
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Okayokay I get you 😭 A few years ago (I was actually still in high school), I had a similar idea but more weird... it regards (tw?) self harming 😭 So like, the people with anger issues would harm others and the people who wants to get harmed would get what they want (be harmed) .... I don't think about that now bout reading this post reminded me of it 🙁. But ye I thought about the same thing lol
 
sickofwaiting

sickofwaiting

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Feb 17, 2025
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i'd rather just pay someone to shoot me. seems a lot simpler, but i suppose finding someone willing would be tough. any volunteers looking to shoot me?
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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I think I've said this years ago because this isn't the first time I've read a topic like this but suicide, if it's considered, should be a voluntary and rational decision. If you need push from a third party, which removes your agency from the entire process to a degree, then maybe you shouldn't think about suicide in all honesty. I know these kind of topics appear again and again but I think ending your life has so much gravity, if you think about "I need someone to make me do it", then there are issues in your life - and even if it's just the internal doubts - that you need to deal with first in my opinion.
I agree with this. in a way, I understand what you're saying but it needs be your own personal decision, not influenced or pushed on you. your personal autonomy and agency is yours and yours alone, giving that away isn't something I think anyone here would suggest you do. meant with care.
 
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alwaysalone

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I'd imagine that if you actively wanted someone to bully you and even paided them, it wouldn't have the same impact as non consensual bullying.
That's what I thought as well. It's kind of like paying a whole for the girlfriend experience.
 
Parasitism

Parasitism

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May 27, 2025
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That's what I thought as well. It's kind of like paying a whole for the girlfriend experience.
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Yeah I'd imagine it's more like this sort of GF experience.
 
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yeahyeahyeahfan

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If you really wanted, you could just find a shitty unethical findom on twitter
 
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