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ganpres37

Student
Aug 21, 2018
106
thought a whooooole bunch about this. i'm thinking i may have to ctb here in the next few days. i've grown too tired of this world and my thoughts. i am an absolute mess and i contribute nothing to this planet. i'm going to miss my friends, family, and my gal very, very much. this wasn't an easy decision at all. i'm hoping i change my mind or things improve. if not, i appreciate the help this site gave me. may you all find peace
 
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Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
Peace to you brother ganpres37
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
347
Maybe you can watch your favorite movie tonight. Maybe take a walk. You don't have to ctb. It's hard to do. Go out to eat with your friends if you can afford it.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I don't know your situation, but if you are going to ctb, make sure you know that you are really going to go through because sometimes backing out or half-heartedly attempting will lead to failure, thus ending up in a worse situation than before. Like others have said, you might think it through and during the interim, maybe try to enjoy a few more things and if you change your mind, then you could stay a bit longer, but if you decide that you are certain, then I hope you find peace.
 
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ganpres37

Student
Aug 21, 2018
106
I don't know your situation, but if you are going to ctb, make sure you know that you are really going to go through because sometimes backing out or half-heartedly attempting will lead to failure, thus ending up in a worse situation than before. Like others have said, you might think it through and during the interim, maybe try to enjoy a few more things and if you change your mind, then you could stay a bit longer, but if you decide that you are certain, then I hope you find peace.
thank you. i'm aware of the risks of failure.
 
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therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
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I hope things do get better, but if not, that you have a peaceful end. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk
 
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