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HopeIsALie

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Mar 13, 2024
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Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me…

This won't shut up in my brain, my toes keep fidgeting, I keep scratching myself, my body hurts, please, what can I do please what should I do please make this go away… I hear this on loop, it won't go away, my eyes hurt, it's been nearly an hour… over an hour, please, help…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,886
I'm sorry you have to suffer so much, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it sounds torturous what you have to go through. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Ferreter

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Apr 5, 2025
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I am incredibly sorry for whatever it is you're going through, I hope you are able to find some sort of relief from it, if you need to talk I am sure people on this forumn can lend an ear.
 
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Maroonbear

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Apr 20, 2025
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Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me…

This won't shut up in my brain
I'm sorry :( I have the same thing running through my mind to. I wish we both had some sort of button to guarantee our death in a rapid manner
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
370
I have the same thoughts all the time in my head. Along with "I want to disappear" and "I want to die" :(
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
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Sounds like ocd, listen to music!
 
Swolfy

Swolfy

Member
Apr 21, 2025
34
Same but weeks now. Months. Just endlessly scrolling but every method I've tried fails. Watched too closely now.
 

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