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Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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Please Ashley,

Don't let me forget you,
I regret all the things I did to you,
You are right and I was wrong,
I can take your pain,
I will cry until the end of the world,
For you,

Until the day I die,
Until the day I'm dead,
I deserved everything that happened to me,
Even yes we all played a role in it together,
When everything becomes a trigger,
That is when I become a danger to myself,
And to everything else,

You are the system as I am the slave to the system,
But please forgive me for everything,
I need you I just can't remember how to get my act together the first time,

I know I lost the engagement ring,
And I don't want to do that ever again,
I know you care more about me than the ring,
But it was the key to you,
You are more to me than "it's your girl"
I know, you meaning everything to me,

I want to be with you,
I can handle crying,
But if I truly lose you,
Then I end up losing myself,
I understand you were all trying to help,
But everything was destroying me please help me remember correctly.
 
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