plans to CTB

[godforbidpain]

i've been very seriously considering + starting to plan an attempt for the end of january-start of february.
i'm very conflicted on who to message one last time before i do it, though. i have people i love, but i really don't want to burden them with One Final Message. i dunno.
currently have a couple locations in mind- might have to revisit them to decide which is best (more private)

what else should i think about settling before the time comes? my posessions will just go to my family by default, i'll leave my accounts logins to my partner, but i can't think of anything else

 

[A_Spartan_Dead]

Wishing you the very best of luck with your plans.

If your message is one of closure then I don't know, it might be worthwhile.

The only advice I could give is that you might get your partner in trouble if you leave logins; they could say that he knew about things and helped you to CTB or worse.
Sounds, though, that you have a good support network with your parents and partner; if you have stable housing then perhaps you can reconsider?

 

[godforbidpain]

Wishing you the very best of luck with your plans.

If your message is one of closure then I don't know, it might be worthwhile.

The only advice I could give is that you might get your partner in trouble if you leave logins; they could say that he knew about things and helped you to CTB or worse.
Sounds, though, that you have a good support network with your parents and partner; if you have stable housing then perhaps you can reconsider?

thankfully it seems that here in my country my death wouldn't be suspected as involving any foul play if i leave a note stating im doing it of my own volition. my partner lives in another country so i don't believe he'd be investigated.
i do wish i had a good support network like you said, tho. my family has been abusive on and off throughout my whole life, and my housing situation isn't the best either. i only hestitate cause i'm afraid of what comes after death, but i think whatever it is, i'd rather be there than continue on with this life

 

[A_Spartan_Dead]

thankfully it seems that here in my country my death wouldn't be suspected as involving any foul play if i leave a note stating im doing it of my own volition. my partner lives in another country so i don't believe he'd be investigated.
i do wish i had a good support network like you said, tho. my family has been abusive on and off throughout my whole life, and my housing situation isn't the best either. i only hestitate cause i'm afraid of what comes after death, but i think whatever it is, i'd rather be there than continue on with this life

Yes everyone has thanatophobia, it sucks.
So you don't live with your parents then? Housing makes things 1000x harder and desperate. At least if I had my housing sorted out I'd be willing to try and work on my other problems.