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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
162
doing full suspension, made the ligature from bed sheets, it will support my weight, the time i plan on doing it i wont be found for several hours

is there anything im missing?

i would do it tonight but im so tired i cant stay awake ima try to sleep in hella tmrw so i can stay up tmrw night to do it
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
Bed sheets might not be the best idea. Maybe I'm wrong, but I doubt it gives you the desired diameter of 10-12mm or 1/2 an inch. Now, does this "desired diameter" matter? I don't know, but people on here seem to have reached a consensus about it.

That said, good luck. I hope you find your peace o7
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
162
Bed sheets might not be the best idea. Maybe I'm wrong, but I doubt it gives you the desired diameter of 10-12mm or 1/2 an inch. Now, does this "desired diameter" matter? I don't know, but people on here seem to have reached a consensus about it.

That said, good luck. I hope you find your peace o7
i heard prisoners use bed sheets to hang themselves and im desperate also seems less painful, we will see i guess

thank you
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
I don't know if your SI will trigger in hard in this method.

Still I wish youthe best Great Journey,
To a place beyond pain, fear or death,
Finding the rest and peace you seek,
Your bravery remembered. ❤️🕯️
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
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I have no idea about hanging, but I wish you good luck, and I hope you find your peace!
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Have you tested your anchor? Can it hold your full weight while you are moving around?
 
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darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
162
I don't know if your SI will trigger in hard in this method.

Still I wish youthe best Great Journey,
To a place beyond pain, fear or death,
Finding the rest and peace you seek,
Your bravery remembered. ❤️🕯️
hey it got pushed to a later date bc family came over but thank you
Have you tested your anchor? Can it hold your full weight while you are moving around?
its my bedroom door so hopefully, i honestly would rather jump off a building but theres none near me high enough
 

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