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Tasdevil

Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
Finally my SN arrived for me to collect. Taken over a week since I ordered it. When I pick it up it will be a relief to know I have it. Still need to source meto and a antacid. Hopefully that won't take long even though I don't plan using it till June at least I can decide to use It sooner if I want out sooner. finally I have a way out. I have wanted to CTB since my teenage years they are long gone and being in my 40's I feel like I lived long enough. My current plan is to CTB June 1st I just don't know if to book a hotel room or stay at home in my own bed. If I stay home the risk of being found to soon is possible and booking a hotel is going to cause questions from my housemate it's something for to consider in the next few weeks.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I know I felt relief when I had my SN arrive. Having it in my closet gives me peace.
 
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