Falseunderworld
I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
- Feb 3, 2023
- 88
this past year has been absolute hell, my exes said that im a bad people pleaser and that everys single affection they gave me was empty, they said that the things im doing now with my life are menial work, that im chronically online and spread lies about me , they said i was two faced but that wasnt the truth . I let my heart heal- i let myself become apart of their world and opened up to them only for them to throw it all away and lie to me, saying how horrible i am, i am hurt, it is not the first time ive been lied to with empty promises and told how horrible i am, if im so fucking horrible i guess it should be about time i CTB , ive been self harming all week- ive lost interest in everything - i knew id never make it to 30. If im such a rotten terrible irredeemable pos i shouldnt exist anymore... whats worse? they came to me trying to malnipulate my heart and feelings with pity, - they act like their guilt and pity will fix it, it wont fix it
