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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
63
i have a rope and i want to do partial suspension but when i feel the noose i just panic and stop myself, i'm not even close to passing out. i don't know what i can change
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
160
i just panic and stop myself, i'm not even close to passing out. i don't know what i can change
I would recommend drinking as a way to slow your SI, or some other drug that acts as an depressant. Also if it's the feeling of the rope, I would recommend trying out different materials to see which one you are most comfortable with.
 
favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
63
I would recommend drinking as a way to slow your SI, or some other drug that acts as an depressant. Also if it's the feeling of the rope, I would recommend trying out different materials to see which one you are most comfortable with.
i don't know if it's the pain or not breathing, i'm practicing today but it's so frustrating
 

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