Partial susp advice

[Gothsinner]

Hey all I'm really pissed off with life and its sadistic jokes. It makes me wanna leave it but then prevents me from doing so. I chose partial suspension a few years ago, it didnt work, I tried SN and that didn't work 3 heaped teaspoons of it in a pint of water and I lived. Yes I'm sure it was SN as I got all the symptoms it was definitely NITRITE. anyway I'm fed up of this so I'm going back to my original method of partial, it doesn't work for me because no matter the position I only get the head explody feeling I have been getting that for years so I want someone to pm me so I can share pictures of everything and they can step by step what I'm doing wrong. I'm just fed up of not getting it right and my neck isn't thick in an average neck so it should be fine, I'm sorry if this sounds desperate but I am and I'm pissed off at life's sadistic games.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I hear and care about your frustration.

An observation: a pint is 473 ml, the method requires 50 ml of water, 100 ml max. You had the right amount of SN but way too much water.

I'm not encouraging you to ctb or to try SN again, but you made an error that you don't have to repeat should you decide it's a viable choice.

 

[Gothsinner]

I hear and care about your frustration.

An observation: a pint is 473 ml, the method requires 50 ml of water, 100 ml max. You had the right amount of SN but way too much water.

I'm not encouraging you to ctb or to try SN again, but you made an error that you don't have to repeat should you decide it's a viable choice.

I can't try it again it's gone now but thanks for the advice