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Caenis1999

Member
Aug 17, 2020
8
Hi! I'm new here. I've been reading a few of you these past days and felt so good feeling not alone.

I want out with a peaceful method, as much as possible. I've been thinking about this for months. I can't OD on pills and I don't know where I could go with full suspension because I'm too overweight. Sad thing, I almost succeeded when I was younger and thinner and I never ate, they had to reanimate me.

So now I'm thinking about partial with a nylon belt on my bed frame. The height seems right to do it. It's the only thing I could figure out would hold my weight (I'm about 110 kg). I live alone so being found is not a problem.

But even if my mind is set and that I feel good with this decision I'm scared of the last minutes so I thought about taking a sleeping pill so that I would just fall asleep and let go.

Do you think it could work?

I wish that assisted dying will be available for more people in the future. If I could have this option, it would have been so much easier because I could plan it in peace without having to worry about my coworkers or my family. I could talk to then, explain it, prepare it. Laws need to change.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Welcome to The community. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. Feel free to reach out if you need a friend.

With your arm test the strength of your set up. I've also considered some form of seductive before partial. I'll likely just get stoned af and bliss off to sleep.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Hello and how you feel. But full suspension is also possible in your case. A good branch and it will work. And sleeping pills are a good idea. I knew some Lady that did full suspension and sleeping pills. Her relatives said they where told that she didn't suffer.
 
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SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
375
I always thought about committing ctb in this exact way, I take some pills to sleep and relax, and then tie my neck on a rope, and let go.
 
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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
I knew someone that did this in his closet with Jack Daniels and a belt I believe
 
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