Paranoid

[Deleted member 14177]

I'm consistently paranoid
Always looking over my shoulder
Like people know what I'm thinking
or know where I secretly am

I can't hide my thoughts,
They know what I'm doing
What I plan to do
What I plan to say

I am so tired,
but they watch me sleep
They see my dreams
Disapproval and keep me awake

I'm consistently paranoid
That others really hate me
Talk badly of me
Wish me unwell

I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore
I can't live like this
I can't take it anymore

 

[Brink]

This is so beautiful and relatable

 

[terry_a_davis]

I'm consistently paranoid
Always looking over my shoulder
Like people know what I'm thinking
or know where I secretly am

I can't hide my thoughts,
They know what I'm doing
What I plan to do
What I plan to say

I am so tired,
but they watch me sleep
They see my dreams
Disapproval and keep me awake

I'm consistently paranoid
That others really hate me
Talk badly of me
Wish me unwell

I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore
I can't live like this
I can't take it anymore

OP have you ever told a doctor about these things?

 

[Soulless_Angel]

This is beautifully written x