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Natbee

Natbee

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Oct 22, 2025
42
Hi all,
Just wanted to see if these amounts of these drugs would do much damage as I had a bit of meds added up.

Elaxine 3150
Serequel slow release 900
Serequel immediate release 450
Mirtazapine 210


Would be so easy to have a easy sleep that I don't wake up.

I have been near a bridge twice the last two nights and couldn't jump

But maybe add a bottle of wine and a bunch of meds??
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Don't overdose on meds. It's not a reliable method. You're far more likely to cause permanent damage and increase your suffering.
 
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Natbee

Natbee

Member
Oct 22, 2025
42
Don't overdose on meds. It's not a reliable method. You're far more likely to cause permanent damage and increase your suffering.
I don't have the strength to do anything else I always stop at the last second. I have overdosed before so I know I can do it
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
Don't waste your time.


 
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Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
72
N-Desethylisotonitazene if you order 1 gram it's fentanyl analogue. Heavy dose is 10ug. Mix it (1gram of. N-Desethylisotonitazene) with at least 1 gram of valium and 900mg flurazepam and some anti emetic.
There are loads of new insanely high potent Research chemicals and also medicine like Sufentanil and Flunitrazepam, flurazepam etc.

but do yourself a complete research about the interactions and how long it takes to work.
I Know enough people sadly who use methods which are prescribed in a book to CTB even if you take something daily there are other groups of medicine who will induce a coma etc

Careful everyone.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,458
Something like this is always recommend against. Survival with damage is apparently very likely. I used 345 MG of methadone. Even as a years long daily opiate user I was down with no pulse within 15 minutes I belive was the time frame. The only after effects that I recall was I was very sore from all the CPR they administered as they worked to reverse the effects with narcan it probably was. [ I wasn't there at the moment, and was never told. ]

So opiates are plentiful, but most planning does not allow for the 30 minutes they have to revive you. Physical damage potential also exists as with any other time vital organs are denied oxygen. I guess I was very "lucky". Other than being sore as heck for a week I'm ok. I think the fact that opiates are painless, and have less chance for severe damage if failure occurs is why they are on a approved method list. Be that as it may: many health care people will still argue against it. I have also noted myself the states that have had problems procuring drugs to kill people via the criminal justice system never turned to opiates. Even though all those drug seizures would have made it free. I do keep wondering why to myself
 
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deadmanwalking1990

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Nov 16, 2025
129
N-Desethylisotonitazene if you order 1 gram it's fentanyl analogue. Heavy dose is 10ug. Mix it (1gram of. N-Desethylisotonitazene) with at least 1 gram of valium and 900mg flurazepam and some anti emetic.
There are loads of new insanely high potent Research chemicals and also medicine like Sufentanil and Flunitrazepam, flurazepam etc.

but do yourself a complete research about the interactions and how long it takes to work.
I Know enough people sadly who use methods which are prescribed in a book to CTB even if you take something daily there are other groups of medicine who will induce a coma etc

Careful everyone.
Where the fuck can you order F analogue and not get scammed
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
508
I have isotonitazene (which is more powerful than fentanyl) but I'm using it with a gun because OD's are just generally unreliable.
 
Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
72
Yes, I am also interested.

What are safer but painless methods? I know Nembutal but overaly impossible to get.
At a company where I work and can make them myself for school projects. And got a green light.
 
Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
72
Do you mean N?
Among other 'forgotten chemicals " however N is used here for euthanasie so not incredibly difficult to obtain if you know how are when you have the ingredients to make it.

But don't PM me for sales can only make enough for the order from the veterinary and get some of it for myself
 
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Alice563

Member
Oct 17, 2024
77
Among other 'forgotten chemicals " however N is used here for euthanasie so not incredibly difficult to obtain if you know how are when you have the ingredients to make it.

But don't PM me for sales can only make enough for the order from the veterinary and get some of it for myself
And I was actually almost PMing you and asking how to get it or if you look for partner to ctb with ;p
 
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Timeless

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Aug 15, 2018
72
And I was actually almost PMing you and asking how to get it or if you look for partner to ctb with ;p
I honestly wish i could help people. But it's very strict even have sign names while making it when and dates,times, potentially 'waste' and that is where I can grab maybe a bit. But I'll see if it's just the beginning since we make it for them. Or simply if I can deliver it to an animal shelter that I grab maybe 1 box (=10 full vials) and simply make that in spare time at the lab.

That way I don't steel and simply take responsibility and say it fell in during the way to there due not well strapped in the business auto/station car.

But i need time before I know a source if so ill share it when it is actually available and enough.

1 thing for sure I only understand why it's so expensive through the PPeH.

I'll simply let them add a new source after they've tested it. Can't share any more information on this at the moment.

But you could order Protonitazene 1mg =200mg of morphine or ISOTONITAZENE around 800ug is a 'normal dose' combine with benzodiazepines and anti emetic but that speaks for itself.

Peace be with you all!
 
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Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
63
Among other 'forgotten chemicals " however N is used here for euthanasie so not incredibly difficult to obtain if you know how are when you have the ingredients to make it.

But don't PM me for sales can only make enough for the order from the veterinary and get some of it for myself
I'm not looking to buy, but I'm interested in the way of synthesizing it. Do you know any solid resources explaining the process?
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
394
Something like this is always recommend against. Survival with damage is apparently very likely. I used 345 MG of methadone. Even as a years long daily opiate user I was down with no pulse within 15 minutes I belive was the time frame. The only after effects that I recall was I was very sore from all the CPR they administered as they worked to reverse the effects with narcan it probably was. [ I wasn't there at the moment, and was never told. ]

So opiates are plentiful, but most planning does not allow for the 30 minutes they have to revive you. Physical damage potential also exists as with any other time vital organs are denied oxygen. I guess I was very "lucky". Other than being sore as heck for a week I'm ok. I think the fact that opiates are painless, and have less chance for severe damage if failure occurs is why they are on a approved method list. Be that as it may: many health care people will still argue against it. I have also noted myself the states that have had problems procuring drugs to kill people via the criminal justice system never turned to opiates. Even though all those drug seizures would have made it free. I do keep wondering why to myself
Sounds like it could have worked if you weren't caught though (assuming you intended to CTB). Also as a long time opiate user you would have had more tolerance, so the same amount would be even deadlier for a non user.
 
Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
72
I'm not looking to buy, but I'm interested in the way of synthesizing it. Do you know any solid resources explaining the process?
Well i learned it at school in the laboratory (small ) the basics how to make a start from zenes. It's to complex and I guess also not allowed to post here how to make your own substance 'X'
Sorry my advice would be try to learn chemistry and in what you want to specialize your study.

I'll ask an Admin or Moderator if it's allowed but would seem wierd. I don't want to have an accident to happen if you mix the wrong ingredients at a wrong temperature or stage during a synthesis.

Sorry but don't want to be a cause of an explosion as example I hope you can understand my point.
Sorry 😞
 
Tautochrome

Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
63
Well i learned it at school in the laboratory (small ) the basics how to make a start from zenes. It's to complex and I guess also not allowed to post here how to make your own substance 'X'
Sorry my advice would be try to learn chemistry and in what you want to specialize your study.

I'll ask an Admin or Moderator if it's allowed but would seem wierd. I don't want to have an accident to happen if you mix the wrong ingredients at a wrong temperature or stage during a synthesis.

Sorry but don't want to be a cause of an explosion as example I hope you can understand my point.
Sorry 😞
I'm already looking into it on my own account, I'm well aware of potential risks and accept them. To reduce those risks, I'm trying to find more comprehensive guides, which so far has been rather fruitless. If it's not allowed to link such info here, it's alright, I understand
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
these drugs are made with safety in mind. fun fact: it takes like twenty thousands xans to kill you. the drugs are literally designed to not kill you. dont try to od on this shit, youll just fuck yourself up
 
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Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
72
these drugs are made with safety in mind. fun fact: it takes like twenty thousands xans to kill you. the drugs are literally designed to not kill you. dont try to od on this shit, youll just fuck yourself up
If you do a synthese yourself and have done it before quite a few times. If you add a few chloor atoms to it you can increase the effects. And as example Isotonitazene a heavy dose is less then 1mg making it more potent than Fentanyl.
So with 1 gram and also about 1gram valium with 300mg midazolam and if possible a box (30 times 30mg) of flurazepam known as Daurodorm or something. But the active ingredient is flurazepam in that. Works about 72 hours 1 capsule of 27,5mg(30mg with capsule plus anti emetic and I have my exit ready which would be a relief. After that I'll store them in my safe and can use it within a year of 5 from making.

But the ingredients needed is not possible/ easy to obtain if not done through a chemical company. Since some are pretty dangerous if you do something wrong or loose focus in a process.

It's also for safety reasons, but you can have alot of knowledge and actually make it. If so apply yourself to a laboratory where you can make different recipes.

Thanks for your understanding!

Maybe I'll try with some people to launch an PPeH sort of thing in Europe 🇪🇺 since the PPeH is only for Americans sadly 😥

I wish everyone the best possible month that you can have depending on where you live and IF you celebrate it at all. I'm just going to relax with my girlfriend soon as vacation starts.

May the Queen of Sorrow bless you all.
Peace ✌️
 

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