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F Sea

F Sea

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Aug 9, 2023
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What I do is pretend that I'm fine out there, no one has the slightest suspicion that I'm not like them, maybe I don't know about them either. On the outside although I am not the most sociable I can hold conversations and act normally, I guess to avoid unnecessary problems. In this life I move forward as if I were some kind of automatic robot because inside me there is a total apathy, I don't even suffer from depression anymore, well, maybe sometimes, but very rarely, I guess today I am. "Stable situation" right now let's say, the obstacles are behind me, however I don't see much sense to continue this in such conditions and I don't really know if it's worth it.
If I fought and overcame the obstacles in life and I was supposed to feel good but no.
At least if I can't have happiness I can have serenity some days but that's it, nothing more.
Greetings to all.
Thanks for reading me.
 
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