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ReadySince94

ReadySince94

Member
Apr 9, 2020
18
I can't wait for my SN to get here, I'm so over this shit yo, sad thing is I just ordered it yesterday so I got another week or so of hell before I leave :eh:#LeavingBeforeITurn26 #25YearsIsEnoughForMe
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,069
#LeavingBeforeITurn26 #25YearsIsEnoughForMe
I hear you, I will turn 26 in 8 days I´m nearing my 30´s and I seriously don´t know where the last 6 years has gone.

I also wanna be a child again so badly back when life was paradise on Earth so to see myself getting this old is terrifying to me. I don´t want people to say "happy birthday" to me because there is nothing happy about it or nothing to celebrate my birthday is just a reminder that I am 1 more year further away from my amazing childhood.
 
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Rockman

Rockman

Experienced
Feb 9, 2020
236
Im 26 and 94 too. Things only getting worse.
 
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William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
"Earth rais'd up her head,
From the darkness dread & drear.
Her light fled:
Stony dread!
And her locks cover'd with grey despair.

Prison'd on watry shore
Starry Jealousy does keep my den
Cold and hoar
Weeping o'er
I hear the Father of the ancient men

Selfish father of men
Cruel, jealous, selfish fear
Can delight
Chain'd in night
The virgins of youth and morning bear.

Does spring hide its joy
When buds and blossoms grow?
Does the sower?
Sow by night?
Or the plowman in darkness plow?

Break this heavy chain,
That does freeze my bones around
Selfish! vain!
Eternal bane!
That free Love with bondage bound."

--William Blake
 

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