Opportunity to CTB improving mood and day

[death or death]

I know this post is gonna sound strange but I recently received my SN, and for some reason knowing that I now have what I need to CTB in the corner of my room makes me excited, it makes my days feel better and more purposeful than before I had the SN. The purpose? Preparing to CTB. It seems weird and counter-productive - is this normal?

 

[WornOutLife]

I've read posts by other members experiencing the same as you, and I bet I'd feel exactly like that.
Being closer to the goal gives some peace of mind and although illogical, might give ppl a little push to spend more wisely their time left!

 

[death or death]

I've read posts by other members experiencing the same as you, and I bet I'd feel exactly like that.
Being closer to the goal gives some peace of mind and although illogical, might give ppl a little push to spend more wisely their time left!

yes you described it great, I guess it is about spending the time I have left effectively, thank you.