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No more money. Can't get hired because I'm too disabled/incompetent. Rent is $550 with $20 in my bank account lollll. My friend actually paid my rent this month which was SO generous but obviously I can't rely on them to do that forever. My only option is ctb now. I'm not making it out of this anymore :) I've accepted my fate I'm just lazy and struggling to finish prep
 
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No idea if you've tried self employment, tho I'm not sure how I'd start with that tho. Nice that you've got a good friend. I wouldn't say that ctb is the only option, but ig it's a "strongly considered option", coz even I've considered it strongly at times.

There's no shame in delaying plans a little, even for "laziness", I tend to delay stuff too.
 
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No idea if you've tried self employment, tho I'm not sure how I'd start with that tho. Nice that you've got a good friend. I wouldn't say that ctb is the only option, but ig it's a "strongly considered option", coz even I've considered it strongly at times.

There's no shame in delaying plans a little, even for "laziness", I tend to delay stuff too.
For self-employment it could be years before I started actually making a profit. IF I ever did. I would likely have to work 40 hour work weeks; I have seen many self-employed people work 80 just to keep themselves afloat. As I said I'm lazy (and disabled) so it's not a viable option for me :p if I can struggle to apply to just one job per day I can't imagine how well that one would go lol. I'm mega cooked.

Yeah procrastination stalling my literal death kinda cracks me up sometimes. I procrastinate EVERYTHING, yes everything, so it makes sense. Annoying but a little amusing in concept
 
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