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MyShadow

MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
426
I have no experience with this method nor do I have any with hard drugs, but have done a fair share of reading. I also don't know how much you weigh, your previous drug experience or your tolerance so I will have to guess your outcome.

Here are some pros and cons, based on my limited knowledge:

The pros.
I would presume is that your "exit" would be incredibly peaceful. I've heard that strong opiates like heroin offer an incredibly pleasant high. It's so strong, they get angry when they die and have been brought back with Narcan by paramedics.

The cons. If you fail, you will most likely suffer through a lifelong addiction so insidious that it destroys everything in your life. As your cravings get stronger and stronger, and your entire life is spent scoring more and more heroin because your tolerance increases. Some addicts live for years, even decades but their quality of life goes to shit.

Whether you choose to CTB or not, I hope that you find the peace you seek.
 
Daxter777

Daxter777

Student
May 22, 2023
131
I have no experience with this method nor do I have any with hard drugs, but have done a fair share of reading. I also don't know how much you weigh, your previous drug experience or your tolerance so I will have to guess your outcome.

Here are some pros and cons, based on my limited knowledge:


The pros. I would presume is that your "exit" would be incredibly peaceful. I've heard that strong opiates like heroin offer an incredibly pleasant high. It's so strong, they get angry when they die and have been brought back with Narcan by paramedics.

The cons. If you fail, you will most likely suffer through a lifelong addiction so insidious that it destroys everything in your life. As your cravings get stronger and stronger, and your entire life is spent scoring more and more heroin because your tolerance increases. Some addicts live for years, even decades but their quality of life goes to shit.

Whether you choose to CTB or not, I hope that you find the peace you seek.
I agree that its dangerous because of getting hooked bit if I had to do this and survive ill do it with even more next time to make sure I od again and hopefully someone doesnt find me.

I am not interested in it though so I wouldn't attempt with it in the first place. If i could get a doctor pumping it in to me for euthanasia it would be the ideal situation
 

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