• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
After years of wanting N but giving up on it, I settled for partial. But along came SN! Dude. $16 for 500g of >98% pure, delivered the next day. What a world. I'm in no rush right now, but it feels so good (and weird) that my ticket is in the cupboard. Having recently said goodbye to Alchemist, trynacbt, and metalchic_74, (and so many others) I know SN is the way I want to go when my time is right.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Iwanttooffmyself, Circles, Hotsackage and 19 others
Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
I'm still obsessed with N. Heart racing is a common reported side effect of SN at CTB doses. Tachycardia elicits the survival instinct in me. SN requires a strong resolve, maybe not as much as other methods but you'll still need to exercise your resolve. N has liquid courage built into it, making it the perfect canidate for me.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Ἡγησίας, Fragile and Nem
snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
are there any hard clumps in your SN?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nem
MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
I'm still obsessed with N. Heart racing is a common reported side effect of SN at CTB doses. Tachycardia elicits the survival instinct in me. SN requires a strong resolve, maybe not as much as other methods but you'll still need to exercise your resolve. N has liquid courage built into it, making it the perfect canidate for me.
If I could get N I totally would. I've got propranolol so hopefully I can manage the tachycardia. I mean, what's the worst that could happen, I OD?
are there any hard clumps in your SN?
It sounds like there are some clumps. I'm not too worried about it though. Does yours seem like it's a problem?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nem and WhiteDespair
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
If I could get N I totally would. I've got propranolol so hopefully I can manage the tachycardia. I mean, what's the worst that could happen, I OD?

It sounds like there are some clumps. I'm not too worried about it though. Does yours seem like it's a problem?
*rimshot*

Yeah, a few folks had SN bus tix lately. Damn.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Time, Nem and MaybeMaybeKnot
R

realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
It sure has!
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: Ame and MaybeMaybeKnot
yyyyal

yyyyal

New Member
Nov 21, 2019
2
Delivered the next day, FOR REAL?! :O What kind of paradise is this?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Time
MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
Delivered the next day, FOR REAL?! :O What kind of paradise is this?
Right? Seriously. All those years spent hunting for N. The attempts to score in Matamoros Mexico. All unnecessary.
 

Similar threads

HumanoidMonster
Replies
36
Views
3K
Suicide Discussion
HumanoidMonster
HumanoidMonster
F
Story My Story
Replies
7
Views
662
Suicide Discussion
Foxcompany2nd3rd
F
Dqope
Replies
13
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
Goodgirlryeo101
G
knivesandcuddles
Replies
5
Views
550
Suicide Discussion
knivesandcuddles
knivesandcuddles
gothbird
Replies
71
Views
9K
Suicide Discussion
Rnr.369.35
R