Not suicide post, my cat Shiru death memory

[Shiru]

I just wanna share that my user is my cat's name and he's gone , the one in the pic is other one that I love too but my first one was Shiru I never thought I would lose him this year and out of the blue he started to show symptoms of a soon death he had an open wound it was big I tried to treat him but he was so aggressive not even in hospital they could treat him and on late days of June he barely ate , drink water or did his necessities also he started to hide and smell bad and I knew he was gonna go my mom and I didn't want him to suffer I knew wound would get infected sooner or later and he was in pain so yes mom paid for his euthanasia on June 29th he died at first he went to sleep and then just died, 6 years and a half of age my beloved Shiru crossed the rainbow bridge I love you and I will never forget you Shiru never ever, R.I.P

 

[FadingShadows]

What a good, handsome boy. I am so sorry.

The cat I left at home when I moved, thinking it would be better for her in the long run (she had a birth defect and a Personality and was a bit destructive, and I was concerned that if I got out here and my hosts took offense, I wouldn't be able to get her home quickly and safely, so I entrusted her to my mom), died (supposedly) due to an aggressive wound before my mom joined me here, and now I second-guess myself on it constantly.

The cat I brought with me, who I'd had since the day she was born (both of them were, actually), passed two years ago, at nineteen, and I wasn't home at the time, and I wasn't able to collect her remains for cremation the way I'd always, always been promised I would so that I could still have her with me in some form, and to be honest, I've never wanted to exist, I've always wanted out, but that was a lot of what tipped me over the edge from just wanting to actively considering methods. She was the most precious thing in the world to me and there was no closure of any kind, and I just can't, it's too much. My other cat is buried on my uncle's property with our family's collective dogs, my other dog's ashes are in a little wooden box in the bedroom (the humane society here is SO kind about the way they handle it for you), and I gave my guinea pigs back to the earth for Her to take care of them, but I've got nothing of the one who meant the most, and I can't get over it, I just want to be with her again. I hope they're waiting for us there together, do they won't be lonely until then.

 

[MissAbyss]

 

[roadkill111]

beautiful cat

 

[Shiru]

beautiful cat

He was indeed

 

[brokenspirited]

Really sorry for your loss

 

[Zaphkiel]

I'm really sorry
He looked like a happy cat so you did well.
You can be proud of that at least, you good human.

 

[Shiru]

What a good, handsome boy. I am so sorry.

The cat I left at home when I moved, thinking it would be better for her in the long run (she had a birth defect and a Personality and was a bit destructive, and I was concerned that if I got out here and my hosts took offense, I wouldn't be able to get her home quickly and safely, so I entrusted her to my mom), died (supposedly) due to an aggressive wound before my mom joined me here, and now I second-guess myself on it constantly.

The cat I brought with me, who I'd had since the day she was born (both of them were, actually), passed two years ago, at nineteen, and I wasn't home at the time, and I wasn't able to collect her remains for cremation the way I'd always, always been promised I would so that I could still have her with me in some form, and to be honest, I've never wanted to exist, I've always wanted out, but that was a lot of what tipped me over the edge from just wanting to actively considering methods. She was the most precious thing in the world to me and there was no closure of any kind, and I just can't, it's too much. My other cat is buried on my uncle's property with our family's collective dogs, my other dog's ashes are in a little wooden box in the bedroom (the humane society here is SO kind about the way they handle it for you), and I gave my guinea pigs back to the earth for Her to take care of them, but I've got nothing of the one who meant the most, and I can't get over it, I just want to be with her again. I hope they're waiting for us there together, do they won't be lonely until then.

Yes I hope they are waiting for us there , I'm sorry too for all your loss that is so hard to go through

I'm really sorry
He looked like a happy cat so you did well.
You can be proud of that at least, you good human.

Thank you I hope he is resting no more pain