Help None of my Sn packages ever arrived

[BlueButterfly111]

As the title says, I tried ordering Sn from DMC almost 3 months ago and it never arrived, then I asked him to send another one over 3 weeks ago and also ordered from a different source (sd) and neither have arrived. I was really excited and hopeful when I found this website and I found the Sn source back in early January, I waited until the end of the month of January until I had enough money to buy it. I remained hopeful that it would come even after weeks and months, but it never showed up after 2 months.

Then when I reordered over 3 weeks ago I was so sure that it would come soon because I ordered from 2 different sources, but that hasn't happened. When I track the one from DMC it says nothing after April 9th, it says that it was supposed to arrive from the 19-21, and now it's the 23rd. The other source (sd) didn't even give me a tracking number, so I can't track it.

When I tried to ask the DMC person about my package today and explaining to him that I was worried because I had to wait 2 months for the first one that never showed up, and now that it's been 3 weeks already since I reordered it, and asking him where he thought it might be based on the tracking since the website was not really telling me exactly. All he did was send me the tracking website which I already knew about so I just didn't respond because he is not very helpful at all.

Most people's packages from DMC have arrived quickly with no issues, but for some reason the packages won't arrive to my address and idk why, (I'm in the U.S). In total this whole thing has costed me like a little over 300 usd down the drain! I'm probably going to have to pick a different method than Sn which I'm really upset and scared about.

I can't do this for much longer, I'm starting to get to that point of being suicidal where I can't keep living. I'm just so disappointed and upset because when I found this website I was so hopeful and relieved that I found the perfect method. Now I might have to resort to drowning, which I was going to try before I found this website.

If anyone has any sources for Sn besides DMC or Sd that ship to the U.S. that you can PM me please do, I've been a member for a while now and I'm just so desperate. Or if you have any non painful methods feel free to share with me in pms. I'm in so much pain, nobody understands or cares how painful it has been since my boyfriend/soulmate passed away. Please, I just want to die. I also have chronic head pain now. I just feel cursed. I'll keep you updated if it does come, but I have very little hope at this point.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Is there a possibility somebody is intercepting your packages? Id think if the post office was taking them they would have to tell you?

Im gonna watch, and ask for an updates if you will, because this is a good one to watch.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Is there a possibility somebody is intercepting your packages? Id think if the post office was taking them they would have to tell you?

Im gonna watch, and ask for an updates if you will, because this is a good one to watch.

No, I don't think so because when I track the packages they aren't even being delivered. The first one said that it was arriving late but still on its way after 2 weeks and it just stayed that way and never arrived after over 2 months. The one that I ordered from 3 weeks ago says that the latest update is that it's in transit to the destination, the last update was on the 10th of April. With the sd source I'm not sure because they didn't give me a tracking number, some people said that they just took their money, but while others said that it arrived successfully.

All of this is super confusing and overwhelming for me, I don't know how to deal with it because I am autistic and I've never had this experience and don't know how to handle it on my own.

The only thing I can think to do is try to report it as missing or hope to find a different source. But if it doesn't come by next month then I will try drowning, I'm just in too much pain.

I'm thinking that maybe this is my karma or something, because this makes absolutely no sense.

 

[Pale_Rider]

No, I don't think so because when I track the packages they aren't even being delivered. The first one said that it was arriving late but still on its way after 2 weeks and it just stayed that way and never arrived after over 2 months. The one that I ordered from 3 weeks ago says that the latest update is that it's in transit to the destination, the last update was on the 10th of April. With the sd source I'm not sure because they didn't give me a tracking number, some people said that they just took their money, but while others said that it arrived successfully.

All of this is super confusing and overwhelming for me, I don't know how to deal with it because I am autistic and I've never had this experience and don't know how to handle it on my own.

The only thing I can think to do is try to report it as missing or hope to find a different source. But if it doesn't come by next month then I will try drowning, I'm just in too much pain.

I'm thinking that maybe this is my karma or something, because this makes absolutely no sense.

Im at a loss on this one too. sorry. Only thing I can think to ask is did they actually bill you for the package?

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Im at a loss on this one too. sorry. Only thing I can think to ask is did they actually bill you for the package?

Yes

 

[divinemistress36]

Is there an email address you could reach out to SD and ask why you havent recieved the package?

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Is there an email address you could reach out to SD and ask why you havent recieved the package?

I should do that! Omg I don't know why I didn't think to do that, you always have the best advice and support, thank you so much! I feel like maybe they won't respond because I've just been disappointed so much, but I will try. I spent $100 so the outcome is very confusing and disappointing! I will do that

 

[divinemistress36]

I should do that! Omg I don't know why I didn't think to do that, you always have the best advice and support, thank you so much! I feel like maybe they won't respond because I've just been disappointed so much, but I will try. I spent $100 so the outcome is very confusing and disappointing! I will do that

I would keep bugging their ass till they respond. Sometimes packages just get lost in the mail

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I would keep bugging their ass till they respond. Sometimes packages just get lost in the mail

That sounds like a great idea lol. It's just so weird that this happened with more than 1 of my packages from 2 different sources. I thought for sure after ordering from 2 different sources that at least one of them would arrive safe and sound. I know that the postal system isn't great in the U.S. and where I live but still. I will try emailing them thanks for the advice!

 

[Douggy82]

I've had multiple packages from DMC not get delivered. People with power don't care about the rule of law.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I've had multiple packages from DMC not get delivered. People with power don't care about the rule of law.

Wow that's crazy! I thought that it was just me. Thank you for telling me that, I'm so sorry to hear that. Yes it's awful.

 

[nyctophilia]

Ugh why does it always have to be so difficult. I'm sorry, I don't know what you could do to try to get them, but I really hope at least one of those 2 packages will still arrive.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Ugh why does it always have to be so difficult. I'm sorry, I don't know what you could do to try to get them, but I really hope at least one of those 2 packages will still arrive.

Thank you! I hope so as well, I really need to die asap

 

[aiyuxhan]

My 2 packages from DMC didn't arrive in the mail, so I called my bank and they reimbursed my money back to my account O:

I feel better about it now

 

[goodlifesurfaceskim]

I attempted to purchase from sd during February and after a couple weeks of no tracking number and a couple of email inquiries they refunded me.

 

[apict]

there is a website I discovered today that is selling CN - 10 gm for usa $170. I found it by searching for "Potassium cyanide purchase". the website name is, well - let's call it pc.
I am suspicious and there is very little I could find out about this company other than they are supposedly in california and the website has only been up for a few months. What do y'all think?

 

[TitianCashew26]

Yeah, that sounds suspicious.

 

[Keef Girgo]

I should do that! Omg I don't know why I didn't think to do that, you always have the best advice and support, thank you so much! I feel like maybe they won't respond because I've just been disappointed so much, but I will try. I spent $100 so the outcome is very confusing and disappointing! I will do that

Can I ask what the email interaction with SD was like? I also ordered from them and am unsure of the delivery status

 

[EternalDestiny]

Any updates in getting your SN?

 

[bankai]

Any updates in getting your SN?

OP has got it,

My Sn finally arrived!

My Sn from sd finally arrived, I made multiple posts about how my Sn never arrived from DMC for almost 3 months. This one took a month, but it finally arrived yesterday! I'm so relieved, I was going to attempt to ctb the night that I got it but tomorrow is my moms birthday and next week is...

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