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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
649
So a wonderful person responded to one of my threads yesterday giving me info for the night night method. I was super excited until I started doing more research and saw how high the chances were of things going wrong.

Sigh, I want a damn method ready. Feel like crying. I hate feeling trapped here with no way out. And of course I have my little fantasy of dying in my bed with headphones, looking like my only options are exit bag or nembutal, the former I am puzzled by the instructions for and the latter no idea where to get reliably.

Sorry for the ramble! Just really wanting out in this moment.
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
So a wonderful person responded to one of my threads yesterday giving me info for the night night method. I was super excited until I started doing more research and saw how high the chances were of things going wrong.

Sigh, I want a damn method ready. Feel like crying. I hate feeling trapped here with no way out. And of course I have my little fantasy of dying in my bed with headphones, looking like my only options are exit bag or nembutal, the former I am puzzled by the instructions for and the latter no idea where to get reliably.

Sorry for the ramble! Just really wanting out in this moment.
Have you looked at the SN method? Sodium Nitrite
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
649
Have you looked at the SN method? Sodium Nitrite
I have seen it mentioned briefly, it's just a powder I can buy online? Seems too good to be true with my (admittedly quite limited) knowledge of pharmacology...most stuff like that is either painful as hell to die from or causes vomiting
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
I have seen it mentioned briefly, it's just a powder I can buy online? Seems too good to be true with my (admittedly quite limited) knowledge of pharmacology...most stuff like that is either painful as hell to die from or causes vomiting
Well it's used to keep the pig population under control. It's rated 7 on the peacefulness scale in the PPHB. Look up inorganic salts in the PPHB bellow it's listed there. Also I don't know where this version of the PPHB comes from so I wouldn't trust the emails listed here for nembutal.

2018 PPHB
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
649
Well it's used to keep the pig population under control. It's rated 7 on the peacefulness scale in the PPHB. Look up inorganic salts in the PPHB bellow it's listed there. Also I don't know where this version of the PPHB comes from so I wouldn't trust the emails listed here for nembutal.

2018 PPHB
I did not even know we had access to this! Just having this here brought me immense calm. Thank you!!!
 
bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Ive considered sn but nembutal just seems more concrete and guranteed.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
to be honest if you really want to die it isnt that difficult

suicide is more a question of will than a question of method
 
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snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
what things can go wrong with night night? if you do it with the bean bag and duck tape then it should stay on. so what can go wrong?
 
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