Next steps....

[Rose190021]

I purchased SN from amazon it will arrive next week. My date is June but I can't wait. I have my plan in place. I have started letters to certain people. I need to look into related messaging. I'm going to park my car at a park and walk down by the river and have a peaceful night. I'm going to purchase acid blockers and get prescribed medication this week at the doctors for a dopamine blocker. I need to make something up but it shouldn't be hard. I'm going to go to therapy like normal. Act like everything's fine one last time. Go home leave instructions in my top drawer no one will find until they get delayed messaging. Go to lake. Take medicine. Relax take sn. Send delayed messaging. I'm thinking about sending a message to someone I know will respond very last minute with details to where my body will be so I'm not missing for long. Die peacefully. I hope this works because I can't survive another day. I don't deserve another day. Thanks for listening!

 

[Macc Lad]

best wishes rose.......peace! x

 

[lemmeeleev]

Good luck and I hope you find the peace you seek and deserve.

 

[21Neberg]

Sounds like a great plan, and it is great of you to write letters for certain people too. Maybe I should do that too. Maybe for once, I could be honest with some of my friends.

 

[Othermind]

Although it sounds very picturesque, I would strongly advise against doing it in a public place, or outdoors at all.
SN effects are highly reversible so if you get found by a passerby and they call an ambulance there's a high chance they can save you eve after you've passed out.
Do it at home or book an hotel room.

 

[Rose190021]

Thank you I never thought of that!

 

[bigj75]

Yae hotel are easy to rent.

 

[Rose190021]

Although it sounds very picturesque, I would strongly advise against doing it in a public place, or outdoors at all.
SN effects are highly reversible so if you get found by a passerby and they call an ambulance there's a high chance they can save you eve after you've passed out.
Do it at home or book an hotel room.

So question. SN is coming Wednesday. I read wiki but I still don't know how much SN to take?

 

[Asdr5633]

So question. SN is coming Wednesday. I read wiki but I still don't know how much SN to take?

15g-20g. Says so on the wiki.

 

[Rose190021]

15g-20g. Says so on the wiki.

So how many teaspoons does that convert to? I didn't understand that part?

 

[Asdr5633]

So how many teaspoons does that convert to? I didn't understand that part?

I'm not sure but I don't think teaspoons are a good way of measuring. I think it's best to get a measuring scale that is used for cooking to ensure you have the right amount.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

May you find the peace we are all wishing for. :)

 

[Rose190021]

Thank you so much!!!

 

[Jiva]

I wish you find peace. Hug.

 

[bigj75]

Be sure to get a nice hotel. Cops and drug addicts will be crawling around the cheap ones.