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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

Unloveable
Jan 9, 2024
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With this year coming to an end, alot of us are dwell how much of a riot it has been since alot has happened (can't say what it is but it's certainly not good)

And i personally felt that this year has been some of the worst that i've endured and it would probably continue on so forth by next following years

And next year i hope i'll get my method to ctb so i would be here in this accursed existence

But anyway

How about ya'll, what are your plans for now today in new years eve (speaking for those that live in the usa, i apologize if it already passed for you in your country) next year?
 
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Sherlock
Dec 28, 2025
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I have no plans. I hate holidays, they are extra painful.

In 2026, I plan to get top surgery. I want to feel comfortable in my own skin. I doubt this will cause me to avoid CTB, but I promised myself I would try my best before calling it quits, and I made a list of things to set straight in my life before I go. I don't want to die in a misshapen body, to be honest.

Do you have any plans for New Year's? I usually sleep through it, if I'm honest. Every day is the same, a new year makes no difference.
 
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A new year is always something so terrible and dreadful to me and more than anything I wish I could be free from this torturous, harmful existence of unnecessary suffering that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, all I can do is suffer and every second is torture to be conscious, all that another year brings is torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific reality where dying peacefully is a crime, existence truly is always a mistake to me, all I want is the peace of non-existence, only non-existence could ever be positive to me.
 

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