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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
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Hello everyone. Thank you for your kindness, your listening ear, your support—in short, your empathy. Whatever your choices, your plans, in life or in your passing, and whether or not you like to celebrate the new year 2026, I wish you a happy New Year's Eve or a pleasant evening, a happy new year, and the best possible health or departure, according to your wishes. Thank you so much for the existence of this forum and all the help you have already given me, even just talking and listening. Thank you very much. May your wishes be respected.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Yes this site is extraordinary...🫂
 
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BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
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May this new year we all find the peace we are looking for, one way or another.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's not and could never be happy, to suffer in this existence is just always so torturous and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all that this dreadful deeply undesirable existence causes and brings is harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I don't see any happiness in how existing beings are tortured every second in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful and terrible mistake, it's torture to be conscious every second in this painful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace from this evil existence, existence is the problem, existence is an abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it.
 
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maylurker

Experienced
Dec 28, 2025
275
happy new year
 
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