mothlover402
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- Feb 12, 2026
- 5
I can't by a gun, hanging just sounds horrific to me and I don't have the right equipment. I started to question jumping but there isn't any good places to jump. And I don't think I'm able to drown myself either. So I'm choosing poisoning but what good poisons should I use? I can't by stuff like cyanide, arsenic, mecury or anything since it's technically illegal, I'm 18 and I still live with my parents and if I order SN they'll be wondering why. I attempted using bleach just two years ago although I didn't come close to death. Deadly nightshade would be an interesting but it doesn't live in my state (Minnesota). So I think I'll go with poisoning from wild plants or poisong with otc medications. Do you have any good choices for that?