SuperioS
all I want is you now
- Jan 16, 2024
- 70
Hey, so I'm writing this because I feel like talking about it and saying things that I can't say anywhere else without being "weird" or something. I feel like anyone who is suicidal is treated the same way as if we were people with specal needs, as if we couldn't live on our own. They decide things against us. For example, if we reveal our feelings, we are sent directly to a psychiatric hospital against our will and thats the problem. everyone has so many things, storrys to tell yet no one is actually here to listen. Like even therapists, they're paid to listen they don't want to be there and hear your sad sob story. everyone has their own story and is their own main character in their own life and has their own problems. That's really sad.
I've experienced this myself. For example, yesterday I tried to talk to a friend about something I'd kept to myself because I really didn't want to share it. I told him, and he just listened and then talked about his own problems without even reacting to my stuff. This is sad because I have tried so many times to reach out, but I feel like my voice is too quiet in this world where everyone else is trying to speak.
So my end will be on April 29, 2025. I'll be going to a friend's house on the 26th, if all goes well and according to plan. I'll be there for three days, and it will be the best time of the rest of my life.
I really hope anything will go as planned because I really really really look forward to seeing them. After that I'll go home and then I will end my life on the next day.
Thatks for reading
I've experienced this myself. For example, yesterday I tried to talk to a friend about something I'd kept to myself because I really didn't want to share it. I told him, and he just listened and then talked about his own problems without even reacting to my stuff. This is sad because I have tried so many times to reach out, but I feel like my voice is too quiet in this world where everyone else is trying to speak.
So my end will be on April 29, 2025. I'll be going to a friend's house on the 26th, if all goes well and according to plan. I'll be there for three days, and it will be the best time of the rest of my life.
I really hope anything will go as planned because I really really really look forward to seeing them. After that I'll go home and then I will end my life on the next day.
Thatks for reading
