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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I will be ctb at 9pm or 10pm or 11pm or 12pm today with sn, I made this thread to talk with people before I do it
 
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sweetdrowning

living ghost
Jan 2, 2026
106
Sad to see you go. I hope you find peace whatever the outcome. How are you feeling right now?
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Sad to see you go. I hope you find peace whatever the outcome. How are you feeling right now?
Feeling good like @Carryline said I can't wait to see the other side
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
213
Hey fellow passenger, sorry loss of words, would've been nice to know you but... Sending you loads of love and blessings.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
 
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darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,546
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire đź«‚:heart:
 
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Oktodiectb

Member
Dec 29, 2025
12
Good Luck
Hope you find your peace which you deserved for.
 
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BillyBob

BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
202
Good luck on your journey.
All the best of wishes it goes well and is peaceful.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
819
I just want you to know that you mattered in life, and that I'm sad to see you go. Thank you for being so kind to me.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I mixed the sn into two glasses and it's look clear is this normal?
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
I mixed the sn into two glasses and it's look clear is this normal?
Yes it looks quite clear, it is not opaque or dark. It can have a whiteish/yelowish tint, but still quite clear.
I wish you good luck and i hope you can find your well deserved peace.
We will meet soon at the other side.
 
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lakefish

Member
Jan 16, 2026
21
Best of luck, and find your peace.
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
95
Wishing you the best Realog11 and hope you can find the peace you're looking for. :heart:
Tra un'ora o due ore da adessoCome hai intenzione di trascorrere queste due ore?
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Just tasted a little bit of the sn I'm gonna take the rest at 12:00 in 13 minutes
I drank the rest of the sn not feeling nausea
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Just tasted a little bit of the sn I'm gonna take the rest at 12:00 in 13 minutes
I drank the rest of the sn not feeling nausea
Sending love and all the best wishes.
See you on the other side soon!
 
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GhostCat25

Member
Jan 5, 2026
14
Hey buddy... Thanks for helping me and others out. I hope you know you made an impact while you were still here.

I'm speechless and I wish it didn't have to be this way. I'm so sorry and thank you for being you.
 
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indianachrome

Member
Nov 1, 2025
80
i'm thinking of you Real and hope you find peace
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
295
I'm thinking of you.
 
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shegotaway

shegotaway

yare yare daze
Jan 8, 2026
7
Wish u luck, stranger 🙌🏻 will be joining soon, hope we all find the peace 🤍
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,996
I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
95
@Realog11 Are you still with us? How are you feeling?
 
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kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
190
It's sad to see you go but hope you find peace
And Are you will with us ?
 
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NoHorizon

A pig in a cage on antibiotics
Nov 22, 2022
406
I hope you're at peace.
 
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BlockHammer

Losing My Religion
Oct 25, 2023
293
Hey man just want to say that i hope you find your peace
 
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