NSFW My sex drive is killing me

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

I masturbated about 5 times last night within a 2 hour is time span.

I haven't masturbated that much since I was a teenager... and back then it used to hurt. And I would get post nut clarity.

Now I don't get any of that

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I remember when this section was actually about suicide.

 

[U. A.]

I remember when this section was actually about suicide.

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OP's account is pretty old though...

 

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

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OP's account is pretty old though...

I joined ages ago...

 

[badatparties]

I view sex, reproduction, and romance with a copious amount of disgust now which cuts down on flogging the bishop.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I find if I don't do it for a while, the experience is far more intense. But then, I'm female. 5 times in 2 hours was more than even my horniest younger days.

Can you maybe stop yourself- by knowing it will eventually heighten the experience if you leave it be for a while? Can you avoid things that make you horny?

 

[android]

I find if I don't do it for a while, the experience is far more intense. But then, I'm female. 5 times in 2 hours was more than even my horniest younger days.

Can you maybe stop yourself- by knowing it will eventually heighten the experience if you leave it be for a while? Can you avoid things that make you horny?

In the absence of dopamine and adrenaline, ejaculation releases serotonin which obviously feels good. It makes sense why one would chase that. I sometimes do it 10 times a day. I also have a scat fetish that I developed when I was in my late teens. I don't know if fetish or punishment is the right word, but in those moments it seems like a fetish.

 

[Mr. Snrub]

In the absence of dopamine and adrenaline, ejaculation releases serotonin which obviously feels good. It makes sense why one would chase that. I sometimes do it 10 times a day. I also have a scat fetish that I developed when I was in my late teens. I don't know if fetish or punishment is the right word, but in those moments it seems like a fetish.

10 times a day plus a scat fetish is not good. There's no way of sugarcoating it. I don't know what else you have going on but tackling that would be high on my list of priorities if I were you.

 

[Forever Sleep]

In the absence of dopamine and adrenaline, ejaculation releases serotonin which obviously feels good. It makes sense why one would chase that. I sometimes do it 10 times a day. I also have a scat fetish that I developed when I was in my late teens. I don't know if fetish or punishment is the right word, but in those moments it seems like a fetish.

Is it really as intense though? If you do it that often. Maybe it's different for women. Literally my best ones are like an explosion in my head that then tingles all the way to my toes. As they say- mind blowing. That doesn't tend to happen if I do it lots though.

My drive tends to vary though. Plus, I'm older now so- it's not as crazy as when I was in my 20's and 30's. But then- it means there are more naturally long gaps for me.

But sure- I'll chase that high too. Not always because I'm horny too. It's good for relieving stress. Like blowing the cobwebs away. I guess that's what the OP means by nut clarity. Lol.

 

[martyrdom]

I also have a scat fetish that I developed when I was in my late teens

Did we really need to know that?

Then again, my fault for looking in the thread. Let me look within and figure out why on earth I open threads like this

 

[android]

Is it really as intense though? If you do it that often. Maybe it's different for women. Literally my best ones are like an explosion in my head that then tingles all the way to my toes. As they say- mind blowing. That doesn't tend to happen if I do it lots though.

My drive tends to vary though. Plus, I'm older now so- it's not as crazy as when I was in my 20's and 30's. But then- it means there are more naturally long gaps for me.

But sure- I'll chase that high too. Not always because I'm horny too. It's good for relieving stress. Like blowing the cobwebs away. I guess that's what the OP means by nut clarity. Lol.

It's not intense. Some prostate induced ones are intense.

10 times a day plus a scat fetish is not good. There's no way of sugarcoating it. I don't know what else you have going on but tackling that would be high on my list of priorities if I were you.

I don't care anymore, it's the only thing that makes me feel good.

 

[Forever Sleep]

It's not intense. Some prostate induced ones are intense.

I don't care anymore, it's the only thing that makes me feel good.

Was the first one you had intense?

 

[android]

Was the first one you had intense?

I've never really had an intense orgasm before meaning a full-body or anything. I don't know if men feel it like that. It's more just a kind of release. I am also a virgin.

 

[fedup1982]

I don't care anymore, it's the only thing that makes me feel good.

God. I know that feeling. You have my empathy and sympathy

 

[Mr. Snrub]

I don't care anymore, it's the only thing that makes me feel good.

It has to be having negative effects too though right?

 

[android]

It has to be having negative effects too though right?

Don't think so. What else would I do?
When I get busy at work I have 14 hour days and on those days I'm often too tired to masturbate. I still try to get one in. That's the only time. I don't feel much better then.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've never really had an intense orgasm before meaning a full-body or anything. I don't know if men feel it like that. It's more just a kind of release. I am also a virgin.

That's interesting. I just assumed it was the same for guys- going all over- when it's really good. I assumed that's why so many seem obsessed with it. I'm a virgin too. But, I get the impression women quite often don't orgasm with men. It doesn't sound like men and women line up properly during penetration. Maybe depends on the angle or something.

 

[madameviolette]

I masturbated about 5 times last night within a 2 hour is time span.

I haven't masturbated that much since I was a teenager... and back then it used to hurt. And I would get post nut clarity.

Now I don't get any of that

Are you bipolar by any chance

 

[android]

That's interesting. I just assumed it was the same for guys- going all over- when it's really good. I assumed that's why so many seem obsessed with it. I'm a virgin too. But, I get the impression women quite often don't orgasm with men. It doesn't sound like men and women line up properly during penetration. Maybe depends on the angle or something.

People are obsessed with masturbation for the same reason mentally ill people are obsessed with medication. It's a way to suppress a bodily urge.

Are you bipolar by any chance

What does this have to do with it Im curious.

 

[Mr. Snrub]

Don't think so. What else would I do?
When I get busy at work I have 14 hour days and on those days I'm often too tired to masturbate. I still try to get one in. That's the only time. I don't feel much better then.

You don't feel much better. Does that mean you do feel a little better?

I guess you'd have to give your body time to adjust to know for sure.

Anyway I'm not trying to judge here it just seems excessive and maybe an added risk factor for mental health issues. It's definitely not a protective factor.

 

[android]

You don't feel much better. Does that mean you do feel a little better?

I guess you'd have to give your body time to adjust to know for sure.

Anyway I'm not trying to judge here it just seems excessive and maybe an added risk factor for mental health issues. It's definitely not a protective factor.

I dont want to feel better
I actually want to feel worse, get worse
I want the pain to get worse, way worse
I want to hit rock bottom and impulsively end it
I can't sit here and try to rationalise it forever
At some point I need to pull the trigger

 

[Morte]

I masturbate a lot when my depression peaks, I realize it's not even because I'm horny, but it's because I need some dopamine stimulant and this is the cheapest, easiest way to get it. Sometimes I masturbate up to 10 times a day, but there are also phases when I'm so numb that I go almost a month without it.

10 times a day plus a scat fetish is not good. There's no way of sugarcoating it. I don't know what else you have going on but tackling that would be high on my list of priorities if I were you.

Can fetishes even go away? especially one that is already so ingrained in your core? Its something that is completely out of our control. No fetish I have has ever gone away

 

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

Are you bipolar by any chance

I think so

Did we really need to know that?

Then again, my fault for looking in the thread. Let me look within and figure out why on earth I open threads like this

This tbh...

And bruh seriously gonna hijack my thread just like that?

 

[rs929]

Use SSRI's and your libido will go away

 

[android]

And bruh seriously gonna hijack my thread just like that

Guess you don't want to hear from people with the same issue? What did you want to hear? "Sorry gooner life is very tough maybe wank more."?